He next decided that what he was looking for might be found in the practice of one of humanity’s more elemental rituals: he allowed Anne Hathaway to initiate him over the course of a long June afternoon. In his twenties he went to London. He had become instinctively adept at pretendingto be somebody, so that no one would suspect he was in fact nobody.

He started out assuming that everyone was just like him; the puzzlement of a friend to whom he had confided a little of his emptiness revealed his error and left him with the lasting impression that the individual should not diverge from the species. At one time he thought he could find a cure for his ailment in books and accordingly learned the “small Latin
and less Greek” to which
a contemporary later referred.